So, at the beginning I told you guys, that I was fat when I started training. So I want to go a bit more in detail.
I was always a little bit on the chubby side. I wasn't that fat, but as a kid , I was always "stronger" and "bigger".
Everything was alright till I hit puberty. That's when things went out of control. Also, with the start of drinking alcohol, I was getting fatter and fatter.
I spent my time sitting on the computer or playing videogames - I never stopped doing this till today - but I ate a shitload of chips and stuff, drank coke and icetea with much sugar.
I was in a circle I couldn't get out of. I was depressed and sad, I never had a chance with the girls, I never showed myself, always wore very big hoodies and tried to make them not notice that I wasn't fat. But that wasn't too easy with 120kg at 180cm. Also my bodylanguage was very bad. I always walked bent over, so they couldn't see my belly and moobs.
But some day, as somebody was mocking me again, I decided to man the fuck up and change something.
I thought it must be a hard time...You're fat, and if you really want to do that, you don't even have the food to cheer you up in bad times....
TO BE CONTINUED!